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was gonna make a joke with the roman part but then it would give away too much of my personal infoðŸ˜
anyways! hung out with my junior high school friends today🥰 I swear I always turn into a different person and I don’t know if that’s good or bad, but I always feel settled with them. it was fun! we had iftar together and hung out at a cafe afterwards.
rode the car to the cafe with T and A and they were talking about their respective relationships. they’ve been with their bfs for a few years now which is crazy to me…and it kind of made me feel lonely again. lol. nothing gets me more depressed about my current love life than hanging out with them because they’re all in such! stable! relationships! and I want that. unfortunately
I don’t mind being single but truly I hate being reminded of it when I’m with my friends. and I hate that I feel this way. I’m such a stupid romantic and I wish I don’t feel the need to be in a relationship but I do? I want to have a bf??? and again this feeling makes me feel stupid bc like. yay independent woman! you don’t need a relationship to be happy! but my heart feels longing and emptiness
anyways! hung out with my junior high school friends today🥰 I swear I always turn into a different person and I don’t know if that’s good or bad, but I always feel settled with them. it was fun! we had iftar together and hung out at a cafe afterwards.
rode the car to the cafe with T and A and they were talking about their respective relationships. they’ve been with their bfs for a few years now which is crazy to me…and it kind of made me feel lonely again. lol. nothing gets me more depressed about my current love life than hanging out with them because they’re all in such! stable! relationships! and I want that. unfortunately
I don’t mind being single but truly I hate being reminded of it when I’m with my friends. and I hate that I feel this way. I’m such a stupid romantic and I wish I don’t feel the need to be in a relationship but I do? I want to have a bf??? and again this feeling makes me feel stupid bc like. yay independent woman! you don’t need a relationship to be happy! but my heart feels longing and emptiness
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